...fare-well.

it's just too much.
too tired of holding back.
excruciating pain radiates seamlessly.
a tattered heart's weary.
tears well up in his eyes;
yes, those dark brown eyes.
conquered by sadness.
then, deep in the night...
kneeling on a mattress..
engulfed in the eerie darkness.
sincere tears flow.
right from the crevices of his soul.
trying to forget.
but... it's too late.
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daylight.
yet, still hopeless.
searching happiness..
i found it in your eyes.
or so i thought.
for no matter what..
you never seemed to care.
never.
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now i knew...
that looking back at the laughter...
can make someone cry.
i'm missing you... like crazy.
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nevertheless...
i'm holding on.
that's the best i can do, anyway.
love you, or love you not...
i'll fall back to tears in the end.
i'm sorry.
what i can only say is, farewell...
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hey, i learned something, two weeks back;
'goodbye is not the same as farewell'
what's the difference?
* farewell - derived from 'fare well' which means to do well
* goodbye - stresses the concept of leaving someone/thing
so i'm not saying goodbye.
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if you might not know..
effective the day after next, i won't be posting anymore.
you might ask, why?
i felt that the last few entries were too articulated...
and i guess i said too much.
mind you, this web log is beginning to be a drama script.
so i'm stopping it at all costs...
..though i won't be deleting it.
this page will remain viewable for the generations to come. (hehe.)
and another thing:
this site is not dedicated to some 'very special someone' alone;
but to everyone who had been, in some way, a part of this passerby's walk.
*i'm not saying that it's not inspired by a 'very special someone', though.
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well, all's well that ends well.
thank you all guys.
later i will be opening a new blogsite, anyway.
if you're still interested, click here.